Sooo excited!

OMGoddess! I am so excited. So much so I sent out the blog without writing anything in it.

So, let's start today with butterflies and airplanes. I saw a King Billy/Monarch butterfly on my way to work today - and then moments later an airplane. Butterflies have become a symbol for me because of the ability to change from catepillar to butterfly - I feel like cancer was my chrysalis of change. Now airplanes. I said to myself "I am going to be on one of those come early Thursday morning!"

I am just getting so excited I can barely focus my attention. In an odd way, thank goddess for work which forces me to focus on more mundane things and keeps me from getting so excited where I give myself a headache.

Last night I started planning what I am going to bring on my trip and creating a to-do list for pre-packing. I am taking off tomorrow to pack and pamper myself and hangout and talke with girlfriends all day. I have a session with my life coach, my therapist and later afternoon coffee with a friend. Doing those things will I hope keep me some how grounded so I don't get too excited.

I am not expecting to sleep too much tomorrow night - I usually can't sleep before a big trip I am just too excited. I will get a cab to the airport around 5:30 or 6. My flight leaves at 7. I think tomorrow night, to try to relax, I will watch movies, take a leasurly bath and again try to relax.

I will give a full report - with pictures when I get back.