Back from Montana

I think I am still in a vacation glow. It hasn't worn off yet! I got back home about 12:30 Monday morning. Montana was amazing! Gold Creek is in the foothills of the Rockies, so no big mountains, but still a big landscape. I did all kinds of fun things and made great friends. Pictures and stories to come. Here is just a teaser: hiking up a butte, hot tub, line dancing, horseback riding, watching the sunrise. I spent Monday and Tuesday sleeping, unpacking and spending time with Soma and watching movies. I didn't want my Montana bubble to burst, but alas, work calls.

I always have this post vacation/pre work anxiety about going back to work. The chatter ranges from "I've lost my job" and "what I am going to walk into" as in crisis or "I want to go back to Montana" or other wonderful place I have been. I also have this feeling of "okay, what next?" and as such feel a little lost inside, with cancer now moving to a back burner in my life. My mind has yet to let go that unwarranted anxiety - things where fine when I got to work and my co-workers genuinely glad to see me and it feels good to be back to this routine.

I can't wait to share more pictures and stories with you.