I know I just sent you an email about my appointment tomorrow.
I just need to say that the fear came crashing over me - those scarries that send my brain into a time warp. Then all kinds of replies come in with prayers and encouragement and then I dig into my faith and my love for me and all of you - and then I am not so scared. I do cry a little for the fear and for all the love around me - it is okay to cry, to be scared, to know love, and to have courage. I have been doing really good about all of this, until today.
I am thinking of bringing a stuffed dragon I found to the doctors appointment. I don't care how silly I may seem - it makes me happy and helps me laugh and I need all of that to get through this - and Priscilla's hand to hold.
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