Bright New Year's greeting to you all. I for one am looking forward to 2011 and am glad to leave 2010 behind. I hope for all of you happiness, joy, peace and prosperity.
I write tonight because I am able to heal my hurting thorn a little more. I realized that I can let go my need for her to understand all that I have gone through and I can let go need to tell her. I can let go of my hurt feeling that I was not listened to or heard by her. I have others in my life who have heard me and listened to me. She has karma to work out as do I and everyone else, and I pray that she does. With this letting go maybe I can take her off the pedistal or maybe a tall dias that I still had her on, and bring her down to earth. I feel like I can let this rest more now and let it go a little more and I don't feel that hurt right now. I forgive her for she knows not what she does.
I hope this year brings me continued healing, continued opportunities to break the silence and to find my voice, to know that it be heard, that I continue to find happiness and support and love in my life and that I continue to give it and that I give with love and generousity. I hope this year to get healthier, to continue to loss weight and to have hope and faith in all that I do. I even hope that I will find an intimate/loving/respectful/sexy relationship with some one special. Finally I wish that my faith continue to grow and my spiritual practice continue to nourish me in all that I do.
I hope you have many good wishes for 2011 too.
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