Wow! I never expected this - but I am going to miss my sister not coming to NYC this weekend. I hadn't realized how important it was to me until I began thinking how lonely my Saturday will be - and then I started to panic. I paniced about being alone. So, again the panic is telling me something - to set up all the weekends pre-surgery to either be with someone or to have a "date" to meet so I have something to look forward to.
Normally I don't panic at being alone - but I am not at a normal time in my life. Usually I welcome time alone to get things I want to do done - to take care of myself - to do things for me. But now doing things for me means being with friends and having people to talk to. Now I know I can call people, but I really need to be with people as much as I can.
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