How good it is to have friends that give good hugs - that just hold me when I am scared, especially of Mondays.
Mondays mean getting back to reality - talking to doctors, making appointments, and dealing with my various medical things. Today I was scared of Monday - and most Mondays are hard for me. During the weekend I can put all this down and relax and become grounded, confident and unafraid. Mondays is going back to the other stuff. I am still working on bring that grounded confidence and courage with me into the week.
So to friends with great arms that hold me, let me cry, and whisper my fears in their ears, so I can go back out into the everyday world and not be so afraid.
It seems as I go through this maybe I am getting a little stronger and not quite so scared as I was in the beginning - but there is still a lot to face - and I will leave it until I have to face it.
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