Wednesday, December 2, 2009

It feels like a set back

Or at least that I am stuck kind of standing still. I thought that the kidney stone issue was resolving itself - but it seems not. There are still stone in the lower urinary tract. The next step for the GIST is to have an endoscopy with a biopsy, which I will work on scheduling in the next couple of days.

I guess it really feels like both being stuck and overwhelm with all I have to follow up on. I know all these tests and doctors appointments are important but all of this is wearing my emotions very thin.

I think I am also disappointed because I thought I would come out of todays meeting more able to create a plan and I can't - I still have to wait.

I know this is unrealistic, but I wish sometimes that someone could take this out of my hands and just walk me through it - tell me where to be and go and I just show up and have it done.

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