I figured I would send out a note on a good day - instead of just sharing my woes.
So I have started calling saying to myself "HI- I am Carolyn - NED" no evidence of disease! It makes me laugh and feel silly and this is good. It is also a positive mantra along with my "I am healthy, I am whole"
The last couple of days have been good - I have been fussing about normal things like needing to lose weight and it being too hot to exercise and I don't like that. The gym at Pratt is closed until next Monday. I really want to get back into the gym and focus on taking off more weight. Honestly I have been using the cancer as an excuse for not doing this - but that is going to change.
Okay - I am putting this out there. I am going to take a bellydancing class this weekend. Saturday morning - a great way to start my weekend. I will report back on how it went. And then I go to a Mets baseball game in the evening. I am excited. So that leaves Saturday afternoon for chores.
Lately - in the morning before I go to work I have been doing a devotional that I developed where I write down things like - what I am grateful for/what is challenging now/what will make me happy/what has struck me with awe/how do I walk with the goddess - and I list 10 good/postive things about me. It really helps get the day off to a good start.
I made a pair of earrings a couple of nights ago and I am slowly working my way around to creating my "blue" rope of beads. I put all the beads in a large heart-shaped tart dish so I can see all the beads, and I play with them waiting for them to "talk" to me and tell me where or who to start with.
Well that is my chatter for now.
Have a great day....
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