How do I ask....

For someone to be an advocate with me or for me? Right now it feels like this is the hardest struggle to carry alone. Do I ask you? I know Priscilla you have been there with the doctor and my dear sisters have been to test and everyone with your notes and phone calls - but what about the inbetween times that I seem to be in especially struggling right now. Must I always be the one to reach out? Can this void be filled? I still don't have this support thing to where it needs to be - but I am working on it....